I had recently found myself and lost my virginity with my boyfriend in a very specific location in South Korea. After having sex with my boyfriend, I ended up waking up alone with the sheets soaked in a ton of sweat. We had made a promise together. I told myself that I would still fulfill my promise. I would try it one more time. And the more times I did, the more I could tell this truth to myself: this job could not come close to it, could it? My boyfriend and I had really enjoyed it the first time around and I was confident we would enjoy it again, no matter what.